Hello People

"No matter how hard life is, just think positive and you will succeed!" -Aliakamal-

Monday, December 21, 2009

i just can't go 2 sleep!

1-5 fakta ttg pemberi tag:

nurul ashikin amran~
  1. 1 of the greatest friends that i've ever met (we became close friends during highschool)
  2. suka senyum :) n kdg2 bole jd very emotional.
  3. student yg cemerlang d skolah n i bet d universiti jgk
  4. my spm tutor!
p/s: i miss u shikin!

2-10 fakta/hobi diri sendiri:

(my secrets are revealed..hoho! not all though)
  1. Suka g jalan2 walaupun dekat. suka gi pasar mlm, kdai dpn rmah, library n shopping malls.
  2. Suka buli adik. Especially ayman yg berusia 5 thun tu. hohoho
  3. Sentiasa mencari jln utk mnyusahkan diri. (Xde kerje, cari kerje)
  4. Rindu kat semua kwn2 tpi ble dah jumpa mcm xtau nk kate ape, tpi rindu. masaalah betul!
  5. Skrgni telinga msuk air (sbb g mndi kolam) n selsema yg dhsyat asyik bersin jdi xleh tdo lalu mmbuat tag ni.
  6. A straightforward person but very secretive in few areas (especially when it involves my personal life/feelings)
  7. Berasa bimbang apabila memikirkan tentang masa dpn.
  8. Sangat2 sayang keluarganya.
  9. Hobi pling baru ialah bermain facebook. SERIOUS BAHAYA hobi ni!

3-8 penerima tag dan ringkasan ttg mereka:
  1. fatin 'izzati: knal since asasi, bertuah btul kte dpt dgree same2 kan? hampir 2 bulan xjumpa, rendu. marila bwat tag ni fatin.
  2. amaal fadhlini: seorg kwn unik yg tiada ganti. dulu, kini, n selamanye. hehe..
  3. atikah mansor: my very best friend that i truly miss, roomate @ uitm melaka. student literature d usm yg baru mndapat pangkat makcik.

Friday, November 13, 2009

one, two, three, and four!


after 4 long months, i finally got a chance to write with a calm mind. hhahaha..

yeah, my third semester was very2 tough. i can't believe that i had survived the catastrophes.

it's true that i've learnt a lot. besides the knowledge of pragmatics, cross-cultural interaction and prof. comm, i'd also gained knowledge on using mcromedia director, dreamweaver, photoshop, and swishmax. i've never expected that i will learn to create my own website using dreamweaver. the last time i heard the word dreamweaver was during asasi and i had no idea what that thing is. huhu..

my emotions had run very wild and so did others'....
upon reading fatin 'izzati's blog recently, i was surprised to see how this third semester had also affected her.
i believe that u know that unlike me, fatin is very good at managing time. her works were always done much earlier than the submission date whilst i usually would only start doing my assignmnt during the early hours of the submission date. pkul 8.30 pagi nk antar, pkul 2-3 pagi bru bngun bwat. gile btul!
ooooh, i've tried to change this bad attitude but failed. the work stress was the only force that make my brain moves. i was usually too tired by things that always come around me.

however, nearing the final exam and DURING the exam, the work tense transformed into a very huge workload when it also involved producing own website with three photoshop artworks, three swishmax banners, resume, and other many many things..(you will not be able to guess how many hours that i've spent on the comp. doing this tiring work). adoi!

thank god i have a very2 collaborative, supportive, productive, and creative group for mip! if not, i would possibly die. thank u so much ninie, hasinah, tun, and kak ita. i'm looking forward towards producing a complete multimedia instructional package (mip) with you guys. (hoho, just be positive alia).

having no study week made things worst and..
finally, i only managed to gather 2-3 hours to study the book before every examination except for the last paper. i repeat, every! it's a miracle if i can get B for all the subjects, don't mention about getting an A.

i'd also met with a terrible car accident on the 1st of october (i'd rather not tell the whole story) but dont worry, i, with the other two passenger -hasinah n kak ita- were not injured. though the wira car that hit us was terribly damaged-it had to be towed. it was a nightmare and still is.

believe it or not, the cats in kenanga (the block where most of my classes are located) play significant roles in giving me a terrible semester.

like fatin, i would also like to declare that this semester was the most depressing, tiring, and frustrating semester. the only think i can do is, i will try my best to make my fourth semester a brighter one.

will be travelling to parit buntar tomorrow. i'm very excited because this will be the second time i travel in a train (the first was when i was six). i miss my grandparents soo much and my family wouldn't be able to come back during raye haji since Atiya will be sitting for her spm. also desperately need to get away from shah alam for a while.


for graduating my third semester, i bought myself a new laptop. (xboleh blah, i know. haha..) i finished my last exam on friday and bought the new comp on saturday. yeay for me! it's an asus that has a cool touch pad. 25% cooler than body temperature, it says.


insyaallah i will be attending a camp on 23-25 of Nov. in PD together with fatin, tun, ida n other apb students (apb is my faculty's name). it's a leadership camp and the camp will surely reminds me of BTN n u guys-the asasians :)

also, when i checked my mail just now, i read an email that is burdening my mind..

Dear Scholar,
Hope this email finds you well.

You are required to attend scholars development programme, details as

Programme : Scholar Development Programme Level 2 -Intermediate
Itinerary : Please refer attachment
Date : 11 - 14 December 2009
Venue : Genting View Resort
Depart Date : 11 December 09, Friday (Wisma Sime Darby, Lobby)
Depart Time : 8.00 am

On the registration day, for guys and ladies please wear smart casual (colar t-shirt and khakis or slack plus closed toe shoes), no jeans and slipper are allowed.
(See attached file: SDP.ppt)

Items to bring:

1) Office attire + Shoes - Please bring enough office attire for the
2) Toiletries
3) No jeans and slippers are allowed during the programme

It is compulsory to all scholars. Please confirm your attendance by 28th
November 2009, Saturday.

For outstation students, please submit your ticket for reimbursement.
If you have any enquiries please email and call me.
Thank you.

alaaaaa......why? oh whhhyyy???
i will definitely have the outgroup feeling. i'm not smart like THEM! what will the smart kids and i be discussing? die die die. ~yeah, i'm not a positive girl i used to be anymore.

p/s: i went to watch 2012 with all my siblings (they ponteng! haha). my rate: 4/5! a must-watch-movie :)

p/ss: ATIYA, all the best for your SPM. You have worked hard already dear, just give your best shot girl!

Monday, November 2, 2009

final exam fever: ALL THE BEST YEAH!

i would like to send my best wishes to all my friends who are currently sitting for their exams :)
good luck my friends, do ur best ok.

4 us in uitm, there r only 2 more papers coming.
and we would be set free..hooray!!

pray the best 4 me bcos, i always pray for u in my daily prayers.

currently missing the MELAKA teslians A LOT!

Saturday, October 31, 2009

i feel like killing someone

ok. Maybe a tree or a weed will do. i don't know what's wrong with me. really.

i might as well jump into a huge well and see if the well height kills me. if it doesn't, i'll surely think of other ways.

is seriously, deeply, extremely depressed because of (a reason that i can't tell anyone)

feeling so sick about everything~

Sunday, August 30, 2009

trying my best is just not enough

i need passion!

hello everyone!
i've just reached ptar 1 with the intention to do some dr o's work
but knowing me, u know that i would not be able to do much. huhu~~

1. i'm not good at dreamweaver, swishmax, photoshop
2. because i don't like doing these
3. i'm alone (my sis n her friend is studying in the other section of the lib.), so the tendency to merapu is very high

i'll try my best though..
alia, jngn malas!!

anyway, these are the blooming flowers that i planted myself
i forgot to tell u that gardening is my new passion..hehe
my house is now surrounded with all kinds of trees
these plants is the new medicine 4 my worries
i love all of u!!

i dedicated this red rose 2 all my friends :)

Thursday, August 13, 2009

Just don't say something for the sake of saying something

yeah. think before you speak. because ur words might be all but meaningless.

note to self: i better improve my presentation or else!

recently there had been quite a number of sudden deaths around.
first was MJ,

Yasmin Ahmad, the person whom i admired for her intelligence in doing adverts and movies

and today we lost Ustaz Asri (Rabbani).

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمنِ الرَّحِيمِ
الْحَمْدُ للّهِ رَبِّ الْعَالَمِينَ
الرَّحْمـنِ الرَّحِيمِ
مَالِكِ يَوْمِ الدِّينِ
إِيَّاكَ نَعْبُدُ وإِيَّاكَ نَسْتَعِينُ
اهدِنَــــا الصِّرَاطَ المُستَقِيمَ
صِرَاطَ الَّذِينَ أَنعَمتَ عَلَيهِمْ غَيرِ المَغضُوبِ عَلَيهِمْ وَلاَ الضَّالِّينَ

i have been thinking of many things since this afternoon
n these three thoughts are very very disturbing...

1. life is short. very short
2. i have to do many more things before i died
3. losing someone is terrifying
and i don't want to lose anyone

however to determine life and death is far beyond my power.

so what can i do?
what can i do to protect people's life? i can barely do anything to save my decent life if H1N1 attacks me except for swallowing medicine.
how pathetic.

feeling helpless is a feeling that i hate the most.

recently my parents booked 4 places 4 umrah trip and i am not included in the list.
reason given by them: i hv to take care of nwfal n ayman i had been there already.
my reaction: what!!!!!! xkire alia nk ikot jgak!! alia blanjala diorg 2 org p'gi sane. xnak kene tinggal!! wuuu..
the response: awk nk blanje ngn ape?
(gadoh2 lagi.......)

i was frustrated giler bcos the feeling of being left is certainly not good. i mean the feeling is very bad. (secretly praying that they would cancel the trip if they really wnt 2 exclude me. )

Thursday, July 9, 2009

The fourth day of class

To begin with, i can sense the future procrastination and self pampering that i will soon be doing throughout the whole semester. AND THIS IS NOT GOOD! n much too dangerous for my CGPA.
~~~oh, please believe me that living in own house is the biggest dugaan ever!

Starting from now, i will make it a point to do the given assignment FIRST before heading home. (as mama has suggested)
p/s: berasa ketakutan hanya setelah mendengar penerangan dr othman tentang subjek WEB-ENABLED MULTIMEDIA E-LANGUAGE PRODUCTION

We finally got a class at kenanga..all the classes there used 2 be the students' dorms. it's fortunate that this old building had been painted new. if not..haish

The best thing about uitm is its libraries. i'm not sure yet how many libraries r there in the campus but all i can say is: there are practically books on everything that u can ever think of. i guess that is one of the benefits learning in a university which offers endless list of courses.
many courses=maaany people+maaaaaaaany books! =) heaven!

Talking about Shah Alam main campus, today is my first day driving on my own to class. The experience was quite scary as i'm not an expert..huhu.. there were soo many cars and i'm sure the number will never decreased.. so i've to just live with it (unless i want 2 take the bus which would be very inconvenient as the 15 mnutes journey might end up to 2 hours or more)

There are so many things that i want to explore and i just cant wait to jump into the olympic size swimming pool..hehe.. (planning 2 go with tun as soon as she brings her swimmng suit frm PD ;))

I am currently trying my best to adapt myself to this new hectic environment and is really hoping that things will get much better 4 all of us :)

from left: joel, hazman, azahana, meera, khadijah, maryam, farah, me, and fareha
dining together b4 going back to school~
good luck guys! all the best 2 all of u :)

Friday, July 3, 2009

counting days..

because a new semester is about to begin..yeay!!
(haha.. i'm practising positive thinking ok)
in fact, i'll officially be a third semester student in the next 3 days. wow!!

a new semester means
- i'm nearer 2 the graduation..lol
- i can meet my friends again :)
- i'll stop myself from wasting more time (alaaaaaa...)
- new exciting subjects to be explored =D
- new learning environment to be experienced..wuhhuw

a new semester also marks
- the end of this lovely vacation
- new challenges and problems to be faced

in all, i'll do my best for this new coming semester :)
....work harder, be stronger (it's a must!), avoid last minute work!!!
(or should i just play more in class?? hmm...*grin*)

a small gathering
with beloved schoolfriends

sitting from left: aisyah, wana, salmi
from right: noreha, hazman, joel

Pavilion, KL

more pictures that i just found in my laptop files~

nice bending tree that we met on the journey to terengganu

it's good to have the 'i-am-tall' feeling..haha

i'm still trying to figure out what the boys were doing..lol

this is the sweetest lychee that i'd ever tasted

my last words: transformers is soo cool!
(haha.. tiade kaitan)

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Too much to write which results to..

1. the confusion of what to tell first
2. a very long post. haha..

hmm... to put them all in a sentence

The past 2 weeks were a blast!

6 june 2008
Happy b'day to me! haha.. (no cake this year)

as u can see, they r taller than me (any good supplements to suggest? ..huhu)

First thing first, thank you so much for these nice people who had wished me Happy Birthday. U know who u are..n i really. i mean REALLY appreciate the fact that some of you do remember my birth date. With all my heart, thanks!

This is the last year that i can include the number 1 in my age as in '19' ..after this..i have to say i'm 20 when people ask. hoho.. when i was little, i always think people who r in their twenties are very matured and all.. OK! lets not think about it now.

we even had a breakfast with dr mazli on my b'day (it's another long story).

i hope..really hope that i can be as happy as i am forever and ever. which is sadly..impossible.
therefore, i will definitely treasure every moment in my life =)

8 june 2009

alhamdulillah (the last award by SD, in regards to my asasi result)

9-11 june 2009 Family days! (this is only the small part of the large family)

yes. considering that Tok Timah has 9 children and 5 step children who are all married and have their own children, this family days had managed to gather 4 children and a stepdaughter..which is only a small part i should say

however, we had succeeded in giving a good headache to the house caretaker, thanks to me and my cousins! ;)

standing from left: abah, pakcik, anas, ahyad, paktam, atiya, mawaddah, me, n akram (the boy who couldn't stop running(: )
sitting on chairs from left: paksu, maksu, mama with ayman on her lap, mak ngah ma, tok, n makcik
sitting on grass from left: akil, ehsan, asfia', aulia', nawfal, irdina, hanan, n asyraf.

posing in the mid of a morning walk
*we were left faar behind..lol!*

i don't know the 'performance objective' of this game.. all i know is it was fun! especially when my team won..haha!

we played lots n lots of games and ran around a lot! oh, heaven =)

Friday, June 5, 2009

Tagged by miss aimi the sweetsheep =)

100 truths about me

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you.


1. Last beverage: Ais kosong from the fridge

2. Last phone call: Mama

3. Last text message: Hazman

4. Last song you listened to: Rinduku Terhenti

5. Last time you cried: 2-3 weeks ago..can't remember


6. Dated someone twice: Hoho..haven't

7. Been cheated on: I believe no... i hvn't.

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: no and no!

9. Lost someone special : Yeah. A friend, he was very kind to me.

10. Been depressed: Haha. of course! urgh, where's my stress management book??

11. Been drunk and threw up: Yaw, no way. i'm a muslim.


12. White

13. Pink

14. Apple green


15. Made a new friend: Yes. In fact many new friends.

16. Fallen out of love: No.

17. Laughed until you cried: Of course. laugh is the best medicine =)

18. Met someone who changed you: Hmm, i don't think so.

19. Found out who your true friends were: difficult one. define 'true friends' please. life is not that simple..but yes, i've.

20. Found out someone was talking about you: haha..yes. i caught them once while telling a funny story about me crossing the road. 'the k.e.r.e.t.a' story by ida.

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: No

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Everyone except the bookaholic. i love reading her blog with updates on enthralling novels.

23. How many kids do you want to have: Maybe 2..i dn't know..huhu

24. Do you have any pets: No. actually i don't like pets..especially cats. Fish is alright though.

25. Do you want to change your name: A definite no. I love my name :)

26. What did you do for your last birthday: went to sacc with the whole family, all wearing red t-shirts and had pizzas.. also i couldn't stop worrying about my coming driving test

27. What time did you wake up today: Around 6..

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Watching supernatural season 3 that i got from kak anis. thanks kak nis :)

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Can't wait to have a brand new car with my own money and a bungalow with a big garden at cameron highlands

30. Last time you saw your Mother: 1 and a half hour ago

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Actually, there's nothing that i really want to change. i'm grateful for all that i have right now.

32. What are you listening to right now: the sound of vehicles passing by my house

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Tom? No.

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: My room is so hot and my father doesn't allow to switch on the air-cond during the day if i'm not doing something beneficial..like reading or doing real work. huhu.. plus, my stomach is always calling for food even though i've just eaten lunch. urgh..

35. Most visited webpage: friends' blogs, facebook, and friendster.

36. Whats your real name: Alia Nadhirah

37. Nicknames: Alia, Alia Kecik.

38. Relationship Status: it's complicated? haha.. Single

39. Zodiac sign: Gemini

40. Male or female?: Female

41. Elementary?: In Shah Alam, Taski Abim Seksyen 19

42. Middle School?: SK Seksyen 20, Shah alam

43. High school/college?: SMK Seksyen 19, UiTM Melaka, UiTM Shah Alam

44. Hair colour: same like yours

45. Long or short: ntah..

46. Height: i don't remember the exact number.. hehe

47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Yeah n the latest one is Dean in Supernatural. kakaka..

48. What do you like about yourself?: My talent in choosing only delicious food in restaurants' menus. ahaha

49. Piercings: Don't have any at the moment

50. Tattoos: Won't torture myself doing that!

51. Righty or lefty: Righty


52. First surgery: Thank God, have never had to endure that

53. First piercing: when i was 6

54. First best friend: Ellyza Syazzana Zainuddin

55. First sport you joined: Is sukaneka game counts? Chess n badminton.

56. First vacation: Langkawi

58. First pair of trainers: Can't remember


59. Eating: No

60. Drinking: No

61. I'm about to: Go to my mother's bedroom n watch tv

62. Listening to: Tokyo drift theme song

63. Waiting on: the clock to turn 6p.m. -out 4 a jog with izuana


64. Want kids?: yes. but..can i not experience the pain of giving labour?

65. Get Married?: one day, maybe.

66. Career?: A lecturer. insyaallah


67. Lips or eyes: Eyes

68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs

69. Shorter or taller: taller, obviously!

70. Older or Younger: older

71. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: ?? arms

73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive

74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship

75. Trouble maker or hesitant: ice-cream maker?


76. Kissed a stranger: haish, never!

77. Drank hard liquor: never and never will

78. Lost glasses/contacts: yes..many times

79. Sex on first date: Astaghfirulahalazim

80. Broken someone's heart: how do i know? i cant see people's hearts. haha..

82. Been arrested: NO!

83. Turned someone down: yeah..

84. Cried when someone died: Of course!

85. Fallen for a friend?: haha..yes. adoi!


86. Yourself: Yes. alia u can!

87. Miracles: yeah.. miracles, the mysteries in life

88. Love at first sight: No

89. Heaven: Yes

90. Santa Claus: Nope. i'm a muslim.

91. Kiss on the first date: No

92. Angels: Yup, of course


94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No..

95. Did you sing today?: No, am having a visitor today. alia, behave urself k.

96. Ever cheated on somebody?: Never

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: actually i don't want to be a grown up. so, could i remain being a baby? hahhaha. no turning back!

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? : so many meaningful days.. i can't decide which.

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Yes.. i prefer not to fall for somebody until.... i don't actually have a plan for now. haha..

100. Posting this as 100 truths?: haha.. yeah.

Monday, June 1, 2009

29 May 2009, SMKS 19 Teachers' Day Celebration

I must admit that i felt a little awkward looking at the gate of a school that doesn't belong to me anymore.. but this feelings faded easily upon looking at my schoolmates. izuana, fareha, maryam, irfan n syanidzam.
p/s: the others came late..haha..we had to go out and usher them in.
and us..even though we are now students from various universities studying different courses.
we will always have a similarity.
we share the same school experience :)

yeah, once again i felt that i'm still a part of this school thanks to the warm welcome from the teachers. hehe

the teachers' day assembly was held at the new tapak perhimpunan, located at the new block and the place was quite crowded.

a special performance by5 talented teachers
*can u recognise ur teachers from their backs?..hehe*
p/s: syanidz's brother performed too, he played guitar

sitting from left is en zainal and miss chandrika
*as usual, he sang a song that day :)*

we met a lot of teachers, of course
i'm glad to see that many of my lovely teachers are still teaching here. now i'm sure that my sister is in good hands.

it is amazing that most of the teachers that i met don't look a day older than before especially pn rafidah and pn hanizah. hmm how did they do that?

one of the interesting remarks was made by pn hanezah
"eh, macam mati hidup balik jumpe kamu semua ni. ingat dah lupe kat kte dah."
(therefore, to all my friends: go and visit ur teachers, i'm sure that some of them must be missing u..hehe)

haish, i'll never ever forget my teachers. insyaallah, will do my best to make them proud.

after having a good chat with all teachers *feeling very happy* we went for a drink.

location: Ali's corner, section 20
not in the pictures: alia. why? because i'm the cameragirl =)

*3 mischievous boy are secretly planning something*
*izuana n meera, dctrs wannabe*

i'm glad that i came..i'm glad that i asked them to come too! hehe..

a little something for u 2:
i'd accidentally came across a book with ur names at the backcover..
and i have to say that you 2 should buy this book. it's not everyday that both of u become heroes right? in the same story plak tuh.


Monday, May 25, 2009

random pictures =)

preoccupied with sand digging
*nice port dickson beach*

eat eat eat!

my one and only difficult-to-understand sister =)

a wondrous building called school
*spent 5 years here with a smiling face*

on mama's birthday
*waiting for ikan bakar to cook*

it's my year of birth!
*hehe, i'm honoured*

i prepared this :)

watching x-men 2gether
*khadijah, me, n hidayah*

my snack
*mm nyummy*

ayman najwan
*a newborn baby who is now 5 y.old*

makngah, tokwan, abah, n me
*father's day celebration*

a night at melaka with my asasi tesl friends
a moment to remember
*me, qilah, hud, moon, hussein, alef, n ikram*

misty fraser's hill
*ayman, iman(cousin), arab(c), nawfal, idin (c), me n mama*

Happy Birthday Tok :)
*tok with ayman n irdina (c)*

Saturday, May 16, 2009


I hope this post will always be a meaningful one. To Mr IMANSHAH, I hope you will enjoy reading my entry.


Last year, on this exact date i was still struggling damn hard learning how to drive a manual kancil car. I was too tensed at that time and there were so many reasons that led to a serious hatred towards the driving instructor

haha.. It's really kind of funny to think about my driving experience now.

In one of the YM conversations with hud, he had even suggested a plan to sabotage the kancil car by patahkan tongkol gear tu ke or langgar kreta kat dpn utk bgi instructor tu plak tension.haha

*thank God i didn't execute any of the plans. *

now i realise that my instructor ridiculously harsh method of teaching is vital so that i would be extra careful on the road. Thank u uncle tee :), my driving teacher. Happy teacher's day!

keadaan sbnr di Seri Muda learning center..uncle tee sdg mngambil angin di luar.
*mungkin dia juga sdg tertekan*

Reminiscing on my childhood time learning in taski abim, i still remember 1 of my young teachers cikgu ina. She was very nice and kind and i know that she loves me as i can still feel her love up until now. She gave me a big pencil box as a present for getting the 1st place in class. And 1 fine sunny day, she even had took me for jalan2 naik komuter!! (the commuter service had just been introduced at that time) n treat me for kfc. Ya allah, i was very excited and happy to be by her side!

If only she knew that i miss her so much.. Happy teacher's day Cikgu Ina:)

I can not describe my feelings on the first day that i entered into 5 Intelek (the second class in sks20). I was in a very confused state . The people that i know (my PTS friends) were not that many and they seemed lost too in the sea of unknown new classmates.

SUDDENLY came in a woman with a loud voice and garang face.
"kamu semua kemas beg sekarang jugak pindah ke kelas sebelah!"
"huh?? ape yg telah berlaku ni? ade rompakan ke?"
that might be what i may be thinking at that time.

The result of that incident was, all students from 5 intelek were placed in 5 Cemerlang (the first class in sks20) and all students who were supposed to be learning in the first class were placed in the second class. That is Pn saadiah, she would do anything as she pleases and please do not go against her words if you want to be alive. haha..

At last i found out that the reason she switched us was she wanted to give more attention to 5 intelek students as all budak lompat were placed in that class. However, the school had assigned her to teach maths n bm to the students in the first class and only maths subject to the second class. Therefore she did the drastic action. woo owh!

In her class, i had been given denda for so many times
among the denda:

+ kne pindah gi klas yang pling last sbb xsiapkan hmwork (ingatkan pindah gi klas tu slame-lamenye.. dah nangis cm org giler dh, nasib baik utk 1 hari saje)
+ pindah lagi utk kali ke2 sbb xsiap hmwork jgk tpi utk 2 jam je. pastu cikgu dtg peluk and bwk gi klas btul balik :')
+ kne rotan together with the entire class sbb bising (sakit giler!! pecah berderai jdi pendek pembaris panjang tu apb smua org tlah dirotan)
+ pastu kne rotan lagi ramai2 sbb bising kat bilik KH. wawawa..

pn saadiah jaafar ialah orang yang bertanggungjawab dalam membentuk saya menjadi insan yang berusaha keras di dalam hidup.

she had also shown me the right direction in life and most important,
she remains to be one of the teachers that i admire a lot even though years have passed by. Selamat Hari Guru Cikgu Saadiah.

Gambar hiasan :)

things became much harder when i entered menengah tinggi. it was quite difficult for me to learn something that i couldn't figure out the purpose.

therefore i often asked questions like these to my teachers:
cikgu, knape kne blaja pengamiran? kte guna ni utk ape? (addmath)
cikgu, mol dgn molekul ape beza dia? (kimia)

because life was difficult for me, i try my best to make others life difficult too!
(xdela, gurau je)

therefore i would like to give my highest gratitude to the wonderful people who have saved me from drowning.

Pn. Naaimah-cikgu bio form 5 yg dirindui. sngt penyayang, dedikasi serta sentiasa mnasihati.
Cikgu Jai-my young indian tuition teacher who loves to laugh at my questions. A very hardworking and determined teacher.
Pn. Kamisah-my class teacher. a wonderful ustazah who would always sooth my heart dgn cahaya keimanan in pendidikan islam class.
Pn. Maimunah-the addmath teacher who always showed a calm and relax expression when teaching difficult addmath equation and solution. she did give the idea that addmath is easy..but when i went back and tried the exercises given, adoiiii. stngh jam 1 soalan.
En. Kamali-the straightforward physics teacher. eventhough he didn't chatter much in class, i know that he's very concern about us.
Cikgu Samy-my physics tuition teacher who often blamed me for delaying his teaching schedule. i only asked many questions, nothing else..hihi.. his step-by-step explanation sometimes made simple things seemed complicated. however, i had understood many things with his help as i could ask maaaaany questions to him.

also to my classmates who had done a huge favor for me by being tutors without salary:-
thanks a lot guys! seriously, u'r all great teachers :)
nurul ashikin amran
yap hoong yun
ameera ashyila kamaruzzaman
prakas palanichamy
there are so many super people that i really want to thank to but then this post would be 10 pages long altogether. Therefore to
abah and mama
my kindergarten teachers
my school teachers
my uitm melaka tesl lecturers
my uitm shah alam epc lecturers
my asasi friends, u know who u r :)
my present classmates
and all the people who had taught me and shaped me to be the person i'm right now
only Allah can repay your kindness.

From the bottom of my heart i would like to say thank you soo much
and happy teachers' day!
i love you!!

Friday, April 24, 2009


there are actually three main reasons of putting 'finally' as the title for this particular post.

1) finally, we will be moving from puncak perdana (the one of the most 'ulu'est area in shah alam, perfect place for studying purposes) to the Shah Alam Main Campus.

I must say that i've mixed feelings upon hearing this news. Mind you, this is a BIG news!
we are MOVING!

Staying in puncak for 2 semesters has taught me many things.
  • i've learned the skills of long distance driving by travelling to and fro puncak and now i'm a confident young driver (i don't dare call my self a good driver yet based on my brothers and sister destructive comments..haha..)
  • i've learned that doing last minute assignments are better than doing them early without giving enough focus (do not follow this act).
  • information system is an interesting area to study in (most of my housemates are students of this faculty)
  • nothing is free except for friendship. you can be friend with all the people you met and none of them will charge you for being your friends. seriously i love you guys. in fact, my housemates are one of the reasons that make me feel sad to move.
a special dedication to my companions during the two semesters in puncak
toa special dedication to:

kak farahiyah: i love u, i love u, i love u. thank u for being such a wonderful friend, tolerant roommate, and understanding sister. u're unique in your own way and i'm going to miss u a lot. u must update me on ur relationship development with dear CJ7 :)

kak farahana: i think u're the 'supergirl' of the house. u've motivated me a lot by being strong despite of having to face many many difficulties. kak farah, stay strong. i love u!

kak zahirah
: hehe.. i insist to call u kakak here, u'r my kakak! :) thanks for everything, the activity coupons, the energy used to wake me up to continue doing my assignments, and the love and concern that u have given to us. i love u!

: the girl of few words. take care of your health and plug in the mosquito liquid thing to chase the aedes mosquitos away :). i love u!

ainol: always the most problematic person in the house. haha.. just kidding :) no, you are a gifted person that can make people laugh until their stomachs burst just by telling a story. don't be stressed over small matters k. i love u!

i'll be missing you guys a lot.
i'm so sorry if i've done anything wrong to any of you.

leaving puncak perdana is a sad thing
...but it couldn't be avoided as we do not belong here. as you've been informed, our faculty is actually located in the main campus.
for the sake of learning convenience and accessibility to more books and references, we have to pay a very high price. being distanced from u guys, the wonderful friends that i love.
wuu =(

2) finally, i will sit for my last exam paper (language and society) this monday. this will be the end of my second semester. hurray!!! holiday is heavenly great :)


together with all my family members of course as my housemates..haha

yes, since before i entered Asasi TESL, this was the main reason of choosing uitm as my university .. i want to stay here in shah alam to be exact, in my house. and it seems to be that i have finally achieved that objective.

haha.. what to do.. i was very childish at that time.

dear readers, i really hope that you can feel the mixed feelings that i'm having. i've never expected that i'll feel sad upon leaving puncak. but then i feel extremely sad..

though in writing books we must end a chapter first before a new chapter can begin, i choose to be a disorganised writer in arranging the story of my life. i would not divide the episodes in my life as in chapters in books where i've to end a story before a new story can actually be written. but i will just store all the memories about the past and the present together. with lots of commas, but no fullstop.

(not in the picture: kak farahana)
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