yes, i've decided that i should change my style of writing. i need to be more matured.but then again, is being matured really matters? will people die if they don't make serious faces??
true, I'm a good pretender. so what? i'm happy to be a pretender..smiling and all..as long as everyone can's see me how chaotic my mind is, how unhappy i am.
p/s: (sorry nini, i didn't mean 2 make u worry. am not able to pretend in front of u..huhu)
my point is, making sulky faces would not help you to settle any problems but it may instead make people feel worried.. why on earth do i want people to feel uneasy because of me?!
so i choose to be an actress. even in my real life. and i have been acting since forever.
so join my boat. be a good pretender...and JUST SMILE to others when others smile at you. even if there are thousands of things bothering your mind.. it really wont hurt to smile.
another thing, i don't dedicate this post to anyone. i just want people to understand that pretending can be a good act. it can sooth peoples' hearts. don't u think so?
right now i really hope that i don't have any assignments. but sadly i do have many. therefore i have to pretend that i'm not worried, i'm not tired, i am happy!
dont worry friends, i'm fine.
I'm just tired.very. full stop.