Teenage heart

I am still a teenage right?

hehe..

Assalamualaikum everyone.  Just a quick short post from me who terribly fail to sleep tonight and lost 6 lives already playing candy crush on facebook last 1 and a half hour.

Oh no, is this alia? How did she get involved with fb game? Ok, you may ask miss ming fang this question.  One fine day before maghrib, a day before natural resource test, she gave her advance handphone to me persuading me to play that game.  and of course, an easy to be influenced person like me has fallen in love with this game.  As stated by ming fang (2013) "Org tu develop game susah2 kenapa kita xmau main?" Lol ming fang, a very good reasoning which has become my strong reason too :)

Alright, enough about the game.

Oh, and it's raining outside which kak fadz said in fb due to her effort in singing froggy song "yeaayyy hujan.. berjaya jugak hasil aku menyanyi lagu kodok ngorok tadi... hehe"

And before i went upstairs to sleep (eh, playing candy crush), i spent quality time with opah watching 'kilauan suara emas polident'. huhu.. i hope this compensate for living opah alone today for the whole day.  and my plan tomorrow is to accompany my 2 grandmas doing whatever they plan to do as I've been very busy last 7 days and cant even have a proper meal with them.  and i promise myself to spend at least 5 day hour to do my homework (dengar tu alia, dah janji k).

The main topic: Teenage heart
I have received a very happy news recently and upon knowing my acceptance, i felt like climbing the coconut tree. haha.. For the whole semester (next sem) I'll be going for an exchange program in Poland under erasmus mundus.  I will make a post on this later..mm don't know when yet.

But, after 2 days, i was back to the normal me because, of course, being a student, you'll never be able to get rid of, above EVERYthing, the worry of not finishing your piling paperwork yet, in addition to preparation for in class presentations and testsss.  And now it's past 3 weeks already since I received the news, thus I do feel very normal.  No more over excited face coming to class, answering whatever comes first in her mind to every lecturer's question. lol

Of my teenage heart, i start to wonder, what would it feel like to be far away from my comfort zone.  Far away from the grasp of my parents and their immediate consultation whenever i need them, far away from opah and tok timah comforting advise and delicious cooking, and far away from my supportive fun friends.

Mixing with people of different upbringing, exposure and beliefs and perhaps may have conflicting views on me.. Would my Imaan be strong enough?

I'm reflecting myself, trying my best to improve and strengthen my Imaan, attitude, personality and everything.  More than materialistic preparation, I've to prepare mentally.

I want to be someone that my parents could let go with confidence, trust and peace of mind when September comes.

One thing for sure, I shall miss EVERYone that I know in Malaysia really really badly.  Thank god, it'll only be 6 months.
 
oh, i guess this post is not short after all. haha..
thanks for reading! :)

p/s: I'm currently managing a small business for GSB Club and it's so much fun :)

Salam Ramadhan and Selamat Hari Raya!

Assalamualaikum everyone :)

I hope that my blogreaders are doing good.. and enjoying Ramadhan as I am.  On the first week of Puasa month I gained extra 3kgs. ahahahaa... I wonder how I did that because I don't think I have eaten that much ;) hopefully I would get my ideal weight back soon.

My favourite food for buka puasa are

1. Any icy and flavoured drink

2. Roti boom

3. Murtabak

4. Sambal-any kind of sambal would do

5. Yong tau fu or also known as 'semonyet' in my family..haha.. long story

And...

This Ramadhan actually marks another new start in my life.  My application to pursue studies in business management is accepted and insyaallah, I will attend my first class on 10 September 2012.  

Having experience the life and feeling of being a real working adult for 1 year and 1 month in two companies, I have seen many things and learnt a lot.  The saying is true, experience is the best teacher.  And of course, many things are really not as they seem.  Above that, when I entered the second company, I have actually jumped into the business world and its maze without having any knowledge of reading company's balance sheet. Running a company for me is very fun and thrilling but at the same time super challenging and mind tiring.  

Last but certainly not least, in the spirit of Ramadhan and Syawal I really would like to make a request from the bottom of my heart,

Please forgive me for all my wrongdoings or harsh words that may hurt.

And I wish all of you Selamat Hari Raya! Jom pergi raya!! :D

Having fun at our annual iftar & bunga api event 

thanks for reading! :)

Stepping into a new world

I'm now stepping into a new unknown world.

Without knowing the challenges awaiting, my heart skips a beat every time I think of it.

Being the first child, I surely can't depend on my parents forever. I know that I have to do this..sooner or later. And now, the opportunity is wide open. It's finally confirmed.

Pushing my anxious feelings aside..

Alhamdulillah, Thank you Allah. Syukur ya Allah. I passed the big interview mentioned before and manage to secure a job :D

The responsibility will be on my shoulder starting from the 4th of July 2011. At the age of 21, I'm offered an executive post, group communications. Yes, I'm extremely happy and excited and not to forget.. nervous.

our recent trip to Fraser's Hill

As the holder of 'Bachelor of Applied Language Studies (English for Professional Communication)' I know that people may have high expectations of me. Honestly, I'm not perfect and I'm still learning. Being a person with no working experience (except for the 3 months internship), I know that I have to learn a LOT. Knowledge has no boundaries. There are so many things in the world that I need to discover and learn.

For the time being, I have to be/act more matured (proven to be the toughest), be more calculative, avoid carelessness and most important I need to keep improving my self as a whole.---oh, and change my blog header.

haha.. I know that I think tooo much but hey, I'm nervous ok. It's my first time and I'm officially an adult now (nanti mesti dah xdpt duit raya, silap2 kene bagi pulak T_T )

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Alhamdulillah, my journey so far has been very smooth. Everything went according to plan. Regardless of my dilemma after receiving the SPM result, my decision to further studies in Asasi TESL was never a mistake.

To all my little brothers and sisters out there, follow your heart and have a strong believe in your own self capability. If you have a strong interest in a particular area and you know that you can perform well in it, don't be afraid to pursue your dreams. I did.. and I'm perfectly content with what I've achieved today :D

special thanks to my beloved parents, lecturers, previous internship supervisor and colleagues, also to all my dearest friends, who have always supported me directly or indirectly.

thanks for reading! :)

MY FUTURE PLAN

OK. This is serious. What do I have in mind for my future?

Name: Alia Nadhirah
Age: 21
Current status: An intern at MAHB


Although life doesn't necessarily follow the plan that we prepared, we'r not going to loose anything for having one right?

I do believe in qada' & qadar but then again, everyone should try their best and work hard to achieve their ambitions in life.. and consequently the ultimate goal afterlife.

So, my future plans would be:
1. Get a scholarship from uitm/kpt and further my studies in EPC @ APB UiTM
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2. Work as an educator for a year, gain lots of experience and further studies in the area i'm truly interested in
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3. Work at a big company for several years, gain experiences, study abroad under the company's scholarship

I prefer the 2nd option actually, but we'll see how it goes :)

Oh, why don't i have the option of finding a boyfriend and just get married? Seems to be more fun and requires less work right?
hmmm...life is not that easy.

To find an ideal man is an extremely complicated and complex task..
I will not ask for more..just someone who dutifully fulfills his obligations towards Allah and if possible a person slightly better than me ..not necessarily in academic.

I think i'd rather wait then.

THE END.




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Only two days left

Yes. I have 2 days before the semester begins.

New semester resolutions:

1. focus focus and focus!
2. less bercuti sakan on weekends. do homeworks and assignmnts as soon as teringat
3. for calculation, do lots of exercises. no time to waste
4. improve priotising skills. no procrastination
5. be positive about all subjects. u can do it!
6. be more confident in front of audience.

friends, goodluck for this coming semesters. all the best! mari berusaha. GIGIH!

:)

~JUNE 2008~

THOUSANDS OF THINGS HAD HAPPENED TO ME THIS MONTH

AND THESE ARE SOME.....

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On 6th of June, i'm officially 18~huuu i'm old. I am 18, and I think I have not achieve that much in my life. Yes, I promise myself to work harder and achieve more on my birthday. I would be more rational and try to be more matured since i'm a half grown up now~i dont have other choice. Sadly, people grow up...they dont stay young forever~

Firstly i would like to deliver my gratitude to all that had wished me on my Birthday.

Thanks to~~

Yap, Atiya, Izuana, Bhaiti, Hud, Yana,Raudah, TJ, Kah Cak, Ashikin, Kak Anis, Mama, Abah, Kak Tori, Izham, Syahmi, Nazirah, Hanin, Paksu, Ahyad, Nawfal, Hidayah, Adib, n Radzi..these are some of the names that i could remember.

I'm deeply touched :)

That very night my father brought the whole family to pizza hut n bought 3 slices of cakes at secret recipe. #jimat kos..haha..# as a present I received a nice long sleeved shirt which had cost my sister all her pocket money...kakaka...thanks atiya :) and an interesting birthday card too which it's front pic resembled much of myself.

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on 7th of june we went back to parit buntar and send our maid to opah n tokwan as opah always complained that she needs help to take care of tokwan n the house. We also celebrated father's day together for tokwan n also abah at kampung.

Oh, sending the maid away also means that I'M THE NEW MAID OF THE HOUSE..n since then my life become much more busier than before..but i'm happy doing the house chores as i could not give my service anymore when i returned back to campus.

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alhamdulillah, on 11th of june i passed my jpj test completely n received my Lesen Percubaan on 17th of june. yeay!!

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but my happiness did'nt last long~that very night...at 12.01 a.m early in the morning, the upu result was out. The result was really shocking.

NEVER OCCURS TO ME THAT I'LL BE APARTED AWAY FROM TESL ~~ AND ALL MY BELOVED FRIENDS....

TAHNIAH ! Anda telah berjaya ditawarkan program seperti di bawah :

KOD PROGRAM : EB00

NAMA PROGRAM : PENGAJIAN BAHASA GUNAAN (BAHASA INGGERIS UNTUK KOMUNIKASI PROFESIONAL)

IPTA : UNIVERSITI TEKNOLOGI MARA (UiTM)

The first person that i'd told this to is hud. Since he was still on the net that night, we check the result together. Feeling rather depressed with the offer I couldn't stop myself from bothering hud and voicing out my worries..eventhough he, too has got a shocking result himself. i feel rather sorry for him.. having me as his friend..huhu...

I found out later that NONE of uitm Melaka student got the offer to do TESL Degree in UiTM..and also we, students of ptsl 2 08 had been spread to 5 different universities all over malaysia..

I'M CONFUSED, I'M SPEECHLESS, I'M SAD....

Being emotional is certainly not a good quality of mine..and I know I really have to grow up and accept the fate as it is..

Ya ALLAH, please give me some strength so that i'll learn to appreciate all that I already have.

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And yesterday, 21st of june.. I went to the 5 Perdana 2006 gathering at Sunway Pyramid..I can say that the gathering is a success because most of the students came.. we updated each other about our life now..

I felt so happy to see all my friends..had been missing them a lot. I felt really proud to know that most of my friends are doing well in their studies, plus..about 5 or 6 of them are going for medic.

while others are offered to good univ. and good courses as well. I'M REALLY HAPPY 4 THEM.

but as i'm still a human, I can't help feeling a lil' bit down.. I did'nt even manage to get myself into TESL...duh~~

above all we had a great time having lunch together at Chicken Hartz- eat n eat till my stomach feels like it's going to explode any second soon~

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when i came back home, i straightly went to my room and on my computer, just to check whether the offer letter is out or not..

the letter was finally out

but my expectation that i would get to be in the main campus was totally wrong when I am placed in Puncak Perdana Campus as the letter said so..OH MY~

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This 29th of June I will have to register myself at Kampus Puncak Perdana, Shah Alam.

My bedroom will be one of the many small things that i would miss~

Despite all....

This is the beginning of my new journey and I'll put all my effort in it. insyaallah :)

and one thing for sure, I'm going to miss all my teslians friends... wuuuu... I'm already suffering right now..4 missing them.

TO ALL MY FRIENDS,

GOOD LUCK!!

I'LL ALWAYS PRAY FOR YOUR SUCCESS

LET'S ACHIEVE SUCCESS...TOGETHER!